All About Nothing
Theme by Andrew
gifted french montana ft. the weeknd
you’re the only one i notice
it’s really hard for me to focus, yeah
‘cause my body is numb
all i do is kill pain
all i do is smoke loud
put you nigga to shame
only the weeknd part though #xo
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bitch, don’t kill my vibe kendrick lamar (music video)
not completely different. you did give birth and raised me so a part of me is in sync with you, but from the way that we talk and the way that we live our lives, you can’t help but tell we are not the same. now, i know haven’t always been the easiest son to raise and help develop into a man. i’m pretty sure for 80% of the time i was a difficult child to deal with. when i was younger, i always talked back. i didn’t really listen to you that much. i even ran away from home just to hang out with my friends for days at a time. i wouldn’t be what you would call an ideal son. even as a i grew older, i can’t say that i made progress in that department. i wasn’t the scholarly student that you hoped and dreamed i would be. i’m not studying to be a doctor or dentist that you desired so much for me to be. it’s hard to list something that is a part of me or something i’m doing that would fulfill your wish list for a perfect son. but yet, no matter how many times i ran away, no matter what i said to you, no matter who i am or who i will become, you have always loved me and put your pride aside, and did everything a mother does plus more. our perceptions of what life is and how we should live our lives seem to be complete strangers, but that does not mean i don’t hold some of the same values that you do. you taught me ‘family over everything.’ you taught me to always value the people who are here for you now ‘cause they are the only ones who matter. you taught me to respect women. you taught me to stand up for what i believe and don’t let anyone change your principles. you never directly said all those things from me, but living with you and seeing you live your life, i can’t help but have the same values. you are the strongest woman i have ever met and i am beyond grateful for having such a strong female figure in my life. yeah we’ve been known to argue a lot due to your stubbornness and our differences and i’m not going to lie and say that those things will be easy to deal with as time goes on, but no matter where my life leads me.or where your life leads. no matter if we even still do talk to each other. no matter where you are or how you’re feeling, i love you mom. you are my drive to do better. you are the reason why the word ‘progress’ is so significant. seeing and knowing what you’ve been through these years without dad, what you’ve been through your whole life, i can’t help but to be inspired to be something better than what i am today. i will get there my own way, which you are not too happy about but i hope you understand that i will get there. i promise that one day you won’t have to struggle with society’s woes. i promise i will keep my promise with dad and take care of you. i know this may be too much to ask of you ‘cause you may not have a lot of time left, but give me time to grow even more, and you’ll see. i promise you will no longer have to worry about me and live your life in serenity, like you deserve too. i may not always say it or show it, but i simply admire who you are. i love you mom, happy mother’s day.
so when’s the joint mixtape/album/project gonna come out?
when your mind has been chaos your whole life
you desire nothing but inner peace
all you wish for yourself is a day where you can enjoy serenity
simple things brings you peace
spend a whole life time
chasing after the things that don’t matter
spend the rest of your life time
chasing after the things that you’ve loss
so you just keeping running from nothing
hoping to find something that may not exist
so after a whole life time of chasing
chasing after nothing
fooled yourself to believe it was something
there’s nothing left but some peace of mind
mama said your life would be a struggle
she just hopes you would finally find some peace
